A Toast to the Bride & Groom

 My toast is a two-parter:

First, I so wish Tom were here today; I know he would have loved Hannah's smarts and her sparkle. And he'd be crazy proud of you, David. So first, a toast to Tom.

But I want to tell a Tom story from back in the early days of our marriage, when we were still starry eyed newlyweds whose default response to any gift for any occasion hadn't yet devolved to "Whydja get me that?" or the dreaded "Look what I just bought..." spoken a day before someone's birthday. 

Giftwise, possibly the most offbase I ever was (worse than the dribble hoses, Tom would agree, but I still think the dribble hoses were a good idea) was the time I made him a little wallet card with his favorite quote on it. I'd paid like $3 a sheet for the fancy paper at Michael's, and I worked on the calligraphy for literal weeks. I even put little blue butterflies in one corner.  He opened the small gift  box, expecting maybe a tietack?. But he looked at the card, and he looked at me, and from somewhere he found some words -- "Thank you, Linda; this is very nice. But I am never going to carry this in my wallet." And that little card went into in his top dresser drawer, but right there in a spot where I know he saw it every day, and that thought still makes me smile.

Helen Keller had written an essay I think around 1900, late in her studies or shortly after earning her degree from Radcliffe, called Optimism. Marriage requires a fair bit of optimism, and over a lifetime you'll have maybe six big decisions like Should we buy this house or Do you wanna move for my new job ... followed by months and years of cleaning underneath the toilet seat and bellyaching that someone put the good knife in the dishwasher again. Or so I've heard.

So while Helen Keller wasn't talking about MY marriage when she wrote it, I'm talking about YOURS when I tell you that she shared that "I long to accomplish a great and noble task; but it is my chief duty and joy to accomplish humble tasks as though they were great and noble ... The world is moved along, not only by the mighty shoves of its heroes, but also by the aggregate of the tiny pushes of each honest worker."

To David & Hannah. I love you both. Welcome to married life.

I May Not Have Mentioned ...

... or I may have mentioned it 73 times since Spring, but 96 graduated from BC High this past weekend. Now that he's officially an alum I'm thinking a lot about how he was born old for his age.

"Never wake a sleeping baybee!" they'd tell me. And I'm proud to say I followed this sage advice even when my eleven-day-old was sleeping through the night.

By first grade he had decided that he was too old to have his mom kiss him goodbye at the school door -- we lived across the street and there was no privacy to be found behind the tinted windows of a private vehicle. Heck, there were no private vehicles anyway, but he knew he was too big to kiss his mom in public. "You can't kiss me anymore, mom. But you can shake my hand when you drop me off at school." Oh, thanks, kid. Way to establish a reputation as a warm and nurturing mother of young children among my circle of friends, comprised almost exclusively of other mothers of young children who likely made a daily habit of kissing their children, and had probably never bid their children Godspeed with a shake of the hand.

Then there was that summer before seventh grade. We lived north of Boston, and BC High was south of Boston, about a 45 minute train ride. The saving grace was that he could do it by train without needing to make any changes or connections. Heck, he wouldn't even have to cross a street. In at Davis (usually after a quick kiss and an "I love you Mom"  to make up for lost time and assuage a guilty conscience, I like to think); out at JFK, across the footbridge, and bam, he's there. So we did, ahem, a few practice rides during that summer of 2008. Eventually 96 put his foot down, announcing, "I know how to do this, mom. I don't need any more practice. Sheesh." So I had to admit that the dry runs were for my benefit, not actually for his. Maybe a month after school started he got home a little later than I had come to expect. He had decided to experiment with other routes home and had discovered the Orange Line and Sullivan Station and a whole series of bus route numbers that even now I don't know to where they go and on which I have never ridden.

Now it's all  cigars and colleges and California and he's still old for his age.

Ninety-Six is so close to going off to college. Now I'm beginning to panic about all that wisdom and maternal crap I'm supposed to send him off with. What if I've forgotten something?

Ironing Shirts: Here a helpful little mnemonic to help you remember: CYCSFSBOCOSFOSBPFFB. An easy way to remember Collar, Yoke, Cuff, Sleeve Front, Sleeve Back, Other Cuff, Other Sleeve Front, Other Sleeve Back, Front, Front, Back. Better yet, buy blends.

Cooking: No matter the recipe, double the herbs and spices. Recipes are written for normal people; you're a Gentile, man. Double the herbs and spices.

Hearbreak: I know you're going to get your heart broken, maybe probably even more than once. I'm not exactly a pro in area of grace in the face of heartbreak, but I really do have some knowlege to impart on this score. First, yes, it sucks. Bad. You literally feel like your heart is breaking. Because it is. But I promise, if you just breathe -- just breathe -- it will be better in the morning. It'll still hurt, but tomorrow it will hurt less. I promise. Heck, it will hurt less in an hour. Just remember to breathe slow cleansing breaths: Innnnnnn through the nose; ouuuuuuut through the mouth .... Innnnnnn through the nose; ouuuuuuut through the mouth.

In Tonight's Episode ...

In tonight's episode of "Linda, We Don't Care" ...

How did this happen?

Originally published in January 2016

How did this little baby grow to become this young man? 98 turned 18 -- 18! -- the other day.

 

This was my first day exploring Þhingvellir (Þ pronounced "th") National Park. It was also the most blue sky I saw until I was on my way to the airport going home. That's Europe on my left, and North America on my right

A Very Gentile Holiday 2024

Originally published in  Dec 2022

A very Gentile holiday season to you!  

Well, that was a year and then some. Of course I have to start with the event of the season, David and Hannah's June wedding at her parents' home in the northern Chicago suburbs. Their wedding day was perfect, falling  towards the end of the broods XIII and XIX  cicada emergence, which last occurred synchronously in 1803 (each brood sticking to its own 13-17 year schedule). It was a lovely service (the wedding, I mean, not the cicadas but the cicadas were cool too) performed by the couple's dear friend and former professor and advisor at Sarah Lawrence, Mike Siff.  They honeymooned in Barcelona & Sevilla afterwards and brought home a couple of cases of ... COVID. They were fully vaxxed and their symptoms were shortlived, thank goodness.

Geof returned to Greece for the summer, but during his hiatus stateside bought a house an hour outside Houston. He still splits his work time between  Thessaloniki, Greece and Medford, OR (the synchronicity of which always makes me smile) but for winter 2025 will be working in Ancona, about a 3-hour drive from Rome on the Italian Adriatic . Some life!

Clara had the most uneventful year of all of us, and Abigail lived pretty large by comparison.  Originally feral, she never had much time for toys and is not very playful. I left a box by the front door to recycle but before I had a chance to (who am I kidding? We both know it was at least a week later and I just hadn't bothered moving 3 feet into the hallway to be picked up) Abigail discovered the concept of The Box. Originally she just loved sitting in The Box, but by some fluke she noticed her tail in there. She put 2 and 2 together, and came to the very logical conclusion that chasing her tail was only allowed in The Box. So a couple of times a day she'd get up from her nap, saunter over to The Box, do a lap or two with her tail, then return to  what she was doing like she was punching back onto the clock after lunch. This went on for weeks until tragedy struck, and the cleaner recycled The Box. I did my best to replace it (I even wrote Do Not Discard in sharpie on a new one) but like a hamster with the wrong markings she was not fooled, and our lives are all a little emptier without The Box. Poor Abigail had most of her teeth extracted in November.  FIV+ kitties are particularly susceptible to infections, and gums are a particularly vulnerable spot, and so the teeth had to go. She had a couple of low energy days, which Clara took as an invitation to exert dominance, followed by a full ten days of hissing and swatting on both sides before the balance of power returned, and peace reigns once again at The Home.

Wishing you a wonderful and prosperous new year. See you in 2025?

Love, Linda

96 & Dr. Ombré. Yes, that’s a cicada on her dress

98, Linda, Dr. O, 96

If I have a lap, Clara is in it

Abigail's action shot

David Gentile & Hannah Bates: 318 Rindge Ave #205, Cambridge, MA 02140

Geof Gentile: 275 Road 66121 Dayton, TX 77535

Linda: twoboysfourcats.com

A Beautiful Day to be Mad as Heck

Oh yeah, the old folks are mad, and in case you've never met one, we're very good at letting you know. I met a young person for whom this was her first rally. It reminded me of my days on Boston Common with my dad, with preteen me carrying a sign reading "Make Love Not War," with no inkling of the double entendre. The more thing change ...

Me with my friend Suzi, a retired teacher who must have biceps made of steel
because that bell weighs five pounds and she never stopped ringing it.

We had our own frogs! And dick puns.

I await the next rally. Frog means unravel in yarnspeak.

Colleen is so elegant she coordinated her shirt with her sign.

Like I've always said: EWHFF

Our next generation of leaders

... and we're paying attention

The Olds know how to do it
Springfield, VA

If you'd like to share your images drop an imgur link in the comments. See you next time because you know there's going to be a next time.

Originally published in June 2025

Welcome to Greenspring

 Friends. Where I live is large and the buildings all connected, which makes for some very long corridors. I stepped off the elevator into one such corridor. Seeing a baby carriage at the other end of the the corridor I squealed silently, knowing that I could coo at the baby soon. Then I realized, given the odd silhouette of the baby carriage at the far end of the hall might not be newborn’s first visit to great grandma and more Fido’s gotta pee. Then I realized it didn’t even matter bc all that matters is that I’d be cooing at something shortly, and it didn’t matter the species and I silently squealed to myself again.

Then the anxiety kicked in — what if my cooing interrupted an intimate moment, or an argument?  Maybe I should walk by and not acknowledge their ... whatever that thing is. But what if that marks me as the lady who doesn’t acknowledge other peoples great-grand-newborn thing can you believe it walked right by me so of course I panicked.

I was walking the fine line between being happy to coo but anxious about speaking toa stranger. You may know the spot.

I remind you I am in a very long corridor. The above plays out in my head as I get closer and closer and at some point I realize I am looking at a man sitting on a bench with his rollator and resting on the seat of the rollator, a full grocery bag.

Welcome to the home. 

Originally published in 2024

All Together Now

Is “in one’s altogether” a regional expression? Have you heard the term used in conversation? Do you know what it means? I found out the hard way, and I remember the day.

Whenever I tell a story about Kwajalein I feel I need to preface it with “it was an unusual time in our lives, and we were in an unusual place” but that never quite explains it all. Indeed, a time and a place like no other.

One of Tom’s closest friends was Rich, a colleague at Lincoln Lab and maybe a few years older than Tom, but not by much. Rich was married to Joan, and they were lovely people and Tom and Rich loved to talk food and finance on their flights (or boat rides, if the airplane windshield doesn't cooperate) to work, because it was Kwaj and it was unlike anyplace else. In my earliest days, as I met all those new people I would write descriptions in the margins of the phone book (because it was 1998 and I had 2000 names to learn) and the decription next to the Sasielas was “elegant, tall people on the flight from Majuro” because they were objectively very tall; but the first thing you'd notice about them was that they were even kinder than they were tall. I was stressed, Tom and I were probably bickering (we called ourselves The Bickersons for a reason), and these two sets of hands reached down from on high and grabbed our babies and said, Now, breeeeeathe. It might have been five minutes and it could have been five hours, but what I remember is how kind they were to on the last flight of my first trip to Kwajalein with two kids under two, and I immediately loved them both.  The fall after we arrived Rich and Joan’s daughter, son-in-law, and grandchildren moved there for work, too, and Amy became and remains one of my dearest friends.

It was a very small community on a very small military base, and we all lived within easy walking distance of each other’s homes, in a very safe environment where we rarely locked our doors. Amy and her family had left for several weeks (most of us came back to Boston at least once a year for work and that’s likely why they were gone) but their kitchen door was open as I knew it would be. Probably their front door was, too, but we were kitchen door friends, and often let ourselves in.

In what will come as surprise to some, I don’t actually make a habit of entering the homes of my friends when they are not there, but I had good reason to do it this time, I’m sure, even if I don’t exactly remember why I did. I probably was dropping off a dish, or maybe I was leaving a meal,  anticipating their return because that last flight, the third of three five hour flights from Boston, was a killer.

So imagine my surprise when I opened the back door to Amy’s house only to be  greeted by Rich, my friend’s father, and my husband’s best friend, cooking bacon at his daughter’s stove and not even wearing an apron! To cook bacon? Who cooks bacon without an apron?

I lifted my jaw up off Amy’s kitchen floor, backed slowly out the door, and in those days before email and cell phones, immediately called Joan, asking for her to apologize to Rich for me because in my … stupor? … I had not done so, and I explained what happened. 

Joan laughed, explaining, “Oh, that’s just Rich cooking in his altogether." Which doesn’t quite mean without and apron. If only it had.

While I have your attention, this is what climate change is doing to the Marshall Islands.

I can see my house from here 

We called the house Four Palms (bonus Geof adds scale)

We never lacked for fresh potassium straight from the backyard

The main route home after work, they called this spot the Callahan Tunnel

Originally published in April 2023

The Perils of Pauline? But My Name is Linda

In my defense, I was tired and it was cold outside. It was Thanksgiving night, after a lovely day with 96's fiance, hereinafter known as Dr. Ombré, and her family in Chicago, and I had returned to the hotel and was just about to climb into bed for an early flight when I realized I had left my phone cable in the car. I went to bed confident that I'd have enough power to get to the morning, and in the morning I'd plug in once I was in the car. No problem; I've done it a thousand times. And I'm lazy so there was never a chance I'd've walked out to the car anyway.

The next morning I finished packing the last of my sundries, tossed everything in the back seat, and hit the road. I knew where the Dunkin was, so I head there, pick up my iced tea (no lemon no sugar) and reach for the cord to plug in. No cable. Hmmm. Maybe I packed it by mistake? I didn't think I had, but it wouldn't be the first time. So I shrugged and pulled up directions to the airport and crossed my fingers that I'd drive faster than the battery drained.

I headed out, expecting to find a gas station to top off before I returned the car. I knew I was going in the general direction of the airport, so I wasn't too worried. And as a bonus I might also see a Walgreen's or Target and pick up a cable. But the area I drove into appeared to be the luxury car dealership capital of greater Highland Park: BMW, Mercedes, and more, one after the other. I even desperately wondered if dealerships have their own gas stations and would they sell me a couple of gallon? I saw an entrance to a highway (49? 94? 40? I don't know!) But it was numbered, and it was going in a generally airportward direction, so I got on and crossed my fingers again. Which worked for about five minutes, when the phone unceremoniously died. Even the car wondered what happened, asking me if I want to check the phone battery because the bluetooth had failed. Thanks, dude. It could be the battery, yeah.

I didn't dare get off the highway, for fear I'd never find it again if a gas station was blocks or more away. So I followed the signs for O'Hare, and eventually saw signs for Car Rental Returns and let out a whoop and a hallellujah and returned the car -- with the gas gauge 2 gallons low. Twelve dollars later (don't tell Tom) got on the shuttle, and made it to the airport with plenty of time to spare.

I was almost to the security checkpoint when I realized my boarding pass in on my phone. My dead phone. A quick, not-at-all-discreet, complete unpacking and repacking of my bag yielded exactly zero phone cables. Fortunately the crowds were thin, and the line at the ticket counter was nonexistent. I got my olde tyme paper boarding pass and I made it through TSA in record time, planning to pick up a cable at the first storefront inside the terminal.

I'm going to assume my new lightning cable was handcrafted by fairies who work under starlight on the night of the new moon, because that sucker set me back forty American dollars. Plus tax.

Not even at my gate yet, I found the first seat next to a power source, and sat for about 10 minutes, until I had enough charge to find (another) Dunkins and pick up breakfast including (another) iced tea for the flight. Dunkins in hand, I mosied/moseyed/strolled to my gate. I'm early, so I'm not super surprised no one's waiting at the gate. The sign behind the counter says "Flight Closed" so I figure I'll just eat my breakfast and people watch in leisure while this flight closes up and my phone charges. 

A family with a baby carriage rushed up and I watched empathetically as they collapsed the carriage, got out their paperwork and juggled all that baby crap you have to fly with when you fly with a baby, and silently thanked goodness those days are behind me. And turned back to my leisurely breakfast.

After I finished breakfast I glanced up at the gate again. The sign still says flight closed, but this time I notice TO: Washington/Reagan. So I (still leisurely, mind you, just add in a splash of confused) leave my bag and tea my seat, and walk up to the counter. "This is not #123, right? My flight to DCA isn't for another hour." After all, 5 minutes ago didn't I still have 90 minutes? "Actually," person at the counter tells me, "this is the #123 and we're just waiting for a passenger." I think she saw the look on my face, asked me my name and confirmed that this is my flight. Oops.

So now, not so leisurely, I run back to my luggage (and phone and solid gold charging cable) and am trying to dig out my boarding pass when the woman says, "Just go! I already got you!"

Got on the plane, found my seat, and ... I had the whole row to myself.

They were literally waiting for me. Just me. I sat down and buckled just in time to hear the overhead announcement that we're all here now and the doors are closed. And that someone had found a pair of glasses in the jetway so let us know if you're missing your glasses. Within minutes we were away from the gate and in the air. And I practiced knitting blind because I was so not going to admit those glasses were mine.

So the lesson to learn here, people, is that I am never not traveling the day after Thanksgiving ever again. Even if I don't plan to travel, I'll get the ticket just so I can have another whole row to myself.

And never trust your body clock.

Hail, hail, the gang's all here!

Originally published in Fall 2022

Come in and Laugh at Me

So. I had a little adventure the other day. Zoet and I are doing a pretty good job staying isolated, but we take the occasional day trip. enmasked and socially distanced, of course. All I wanted was a damned scenic drive home. Then this happened, as told to my family's group text. Notwithstanding Jack's Samsung that makes us all green, he's worth a follow if you're a Twitter user.

And then, as you're pulling the U-turn as instructed, you'll wonder if you're supposed to use your blinker because there's no one else around except a passel of policemen, and drive the next 1000 feet looking for another blue light in the rearview mirror.

In case you're wondering what's so special about Great Falls National Park, here's part of it: 

Originally published in Fall 2020